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worst birthday ever, tbh.
tarr.
xxxxxxxXxx
my leg feels weird...x]
IGOTSANEWKITTY <3
her name is Misty
and she isnt very well =[
but she will make it :D yey!
[scratch] nasty fleas...yuck.
So like yeah...
these weight tablet things are working pretty good ^^
i gotta go the doctors on tuesday for wrist supports (i type too much & too fast x] )
i feel ill...
so does my dad...
musta be summat going around...
OMG YESTERDAY WAS COOL..partly.
I SAW KARINAS MARE&FOAL AND IDRIS(her gelding..who is blind in one eye)
OMG THE FOAL...SHES SO CUTE!!!
IMA STEAL HER >.> <.< hehe!
Karina said she can get weaned foals for £300
so we're giving her £700 in about december/january time
£300 for mimi
£300 for foal
£100 for additional costs
:D aaaack so excited!
and ima getting another horse soon :D
i've got ads up almost everywhere! lmao
someone from london e-mailed me
and in my advert i said "NORTH WALES/MERSEYSIDE ONLY PLEASE"
and we e-mailed them back saying "do you have any idea where NORTH WALES/MERSEYSIDE is?!"
haha
weirdos.
am so bored like...
22 days untill me birthday!
not gonna be like last year..
where i got let down by both of you
=[
i was so depressed that day!!!!!!
still makes me cry just thinking about it
>.<
narr me dads taking me to Your Horse Live
IF THE TICKETS HURRY UP AND ARRIVE >.<
i have to wait untill 2 weeks untill yourhorselive
then we get to phone up and shout at them ^^ hehe
anyway...my leg is still feeling weird so ima go xP
gotta get me joddies on lol
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
xxxxxXx
- Location:kitchen
- Mood:
wheeee - Music:none atm, cos dads alseep
MICE...ON A TUBE!
hahaaa that was so funny
made me larrrfff outttt loud.
Anyways
got a piece of land..
getting two new horses (mare&foal)
got a new bunny wabbit, thumper.
need £1,500 (if you gots it and will let me lend it..e-mail me! x])
ermmmm
Red died :'(
hes a pony i helped back (to ride)
he was viciously attacked..BY A HUMAN!
he had over 10 stab wounds and had to be put down there and then
my poor baby boy
i still cry about it
i get to stay at home today after we go to the horses later
YEY
better than sitting in a car..doing nout innit.
dads getting loadsa jobs so that i can get the foal (mare is free, lady wants £1,500 for the foal..THEY'RE SHIRES [:!!!)
ermm...
got a new collar for tink, its gorgeous ^^
flach is still ill :(
oooh!
today in iceland, there was this dude, and i was talking to my dad and he wouldnt stop staring at me like you do when you see someone you like :O
and he 'dropped' a flower by my car door!!!
its so pretty!
ima grow them in my garden ^^
i knew welsh boys were nicer..
but not that nice :D
am well made up ^^
anyways..ima go..
i gots to bug people on wirralhorse innit.
COMMENTSSSSSS tarr. ^^
iloveyouu
xxxxXxx
- Location:living room
- Mood:
YEY! - Music:hey there delilah - Plain White T's
my dad isnt helping
"WE'LL HAVE TO GET RID OF MIMI!"
"YOUR FUCKING USELESS!"
"I CANT WAIT FOR YOU TO LEAVE HOME!!" e.c.t.
just means i get my quad bike next year and just never come back, innit.
so fucking upset
first my nan said loads of stuff which made me realise how weird i am
and now my dad is making me feel like nothing...
if i didnt have flach&mimi, i think i woulda slit my wrists by now x.x
i cant believe it..
my dad always said that he never thought of me as useless/annoying and he doesnt care if i leave home or not..
wtf has happened to him?
oh well
i will ask Jan if i can rent a room off her (if we're still on that yard next year)
:( [sighs] lucky i am starting uni this year
xxxXxx
- Location:living room
- Mood:
:( - Music:none
is it me..?
or is everyone ignoring me today...?
mind you
you all ignore me everyday
i only have a livejournal to help get my anger out.
MATTYCOOPERISATWAT.
end of.
total 90's kid.
got a problem with it?
take it up with my lawyer.
hmmmm...
gonna go see Karinas mare&foal in two weeks
the mare is in foal again
a bit early like..her foal isnt even ready for weaning yet!
poor darlin' =[
atleast karina has rescued her from a life of forced breeding..
well..
shes 22years old..
[shrugs]
cant wait like.
moving Flach&Mimals tomorrow.
gunna love it.
anyway
peace.
xxxXxx
- Location:livingroom
- Mood: mehh.
- Music:Dragula-Rob Zombie
ow ow ow....GIRLY PAINS x.x
Supaafly like sunday was innit
went to the cimena with Steph =]
it was great seeing her =]..
but i better get to the subject i am here about...
Theres this guy...
[sigh] well..you know the rest..
Apart from this time its for real < / 3
I mean; obv he doesnt like me
i am just a girl..
i aint perfect..
But i think MATTY
has been spreading things about me
so when i see him; i am starting an argument.
But anyways...
i aint saying his name < / 3
but i really like him..
its like..
" we could be on the phone for three hours
[not saying one word]
and i would still cherish every moment"
< / 3
its making me feel ill < / 3
Please help me someone..
this is worse than when i fell for TWATFACE
xxxXx
- Location:living room
- Mood: & in love
- Music:Cupids Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes
want to know why?
i've conned my dad into getting me an appaloosa colt [horseh foal likee]
LIKE ZOMG HES PHIT...the horse that is x]
hehe.
sally still hasnt had her foal x.x
BUT liz said that once the foal is weaned its MINE
like WOW!! free horseh. =D.
FLACH is doing great ^^ he's getting shown next month ^^
my cat got spade last friday =[
shes got like..a lampshade on her head...
and a stitch thingy =[[
but she'll be okays =]]
ima starting to miss my fwends =[
I havent seen anyone [apart from people on the yard]
since that time me and STEPHHHH got arressted xD i cant believe my dad can joke about it x]
like yeah...
not much has happened...
lolllll
WEW going to see teh appaloosa at the weekend!
gots to go to borth =]
yey!
anyways..
ILYA..kinda x]
*PEACE OUT!
***MOLLSTER_x
- Location:home
- Mood: HEHE
- Music:thanks for the memories - Fall out boy
SO EXCITED
OMGOMGOMG
Borace [steph knows who he is] is getting taken away..chris wants him
BUT borace hates chris.
I am the one who looks after him and stuff.
so liz might be selling him to me OMG =D
ALSO!
sallys gonna drop any day!
as in shes gonna give birth to her ikkle foaly!!
OMG cant wait!
i get to look after &&keep teh foal
HELLYEAH!
no one on the yard knows how to help a mare give birth..
apart from meee <3
so i have to go down there EVERY hour day and night
but dude
ITS TOTALLY WORTH IT!!!! =DD
YEY
omg
fxcking cant wait!
i hope liz lets me have borace!!!! <3
ima change his name to Hurricane Charlie [charlieee for short xP]
ZOMG STEPH
i need to give you my number so i can phone you!!
<3
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxXx
- Location:home
- Mood:
WHEE - Music:What have you done - Within Temptation
sad..sad song.
i love it though.
got a shower this morning [shock] [horror]
and done my make-up n stuff
been a total cam whore up until now x]
so anyway
i am dying to go see steph.
and bug olly.
GRR.
i miss last summer [sobs]
it was fxcking awesome.
the stream..
steph sitting in the stream..
kisses..
boyfs..
alot went on
and i had a blast.
Lets try and make this summer even BETTER <3
steph if you read this and i aint online..
MESSAGE ME babe.
xP
on myspazz though.
cos were SUPADUPAFLY like that.
<3
***PEACE OUT
MOLLSTER_x
- Location:home
- Mood: the icon looks wrong xD
- Music:girlfriend - avril lavigne
no way no way
i think you need a new one.
[sighs]
i need to get thin.
[sighs]
i cut today
over the fact i aint pretty enough for him.
"if i were prettier would you date me?"
"yeah."
[sighs]
i really like him..
AND DONT YOU ALL START GOING
"mollie you're not fat" e.c.t.
COS IT DOESN'T HELP!
IT MAKES THINGS WORSE!
and dont say
"aww but mollie you wouldnt be you without being fat."
COS THAT MAKES THINGS A MILLION TIMES WORSE!!!!!
i want to exercise but my dad is too ill
i want to swim but i am too embarrased to go.
[not cos of my swimming skills. i am an excellent swimmer.
cos of my weight.]
i have been crying for about an hour now
i hate the fact i can grab my tummy.
ITS DISGUSTING
i want it to be gone...
NOW
-.-
- Location:hell
- Mood: AND FAT
- Music:avril lavigne - Girlfriend
My dad's making me get rid of my dog..
just because she's muddy.
NOT a good enough excuse.
[sighs]
and i wont be able to get another dog untill the house is sorted
WHICH WILL BE NEVER
cos my dads fxcking LAZY >.
- Location:living room
- Mood: yep.
- Music:stuff.
another day another pair of stable boots =]
ow my head...
anyways..
i just bought some more stable boots..
and an apple horse lick [for flach..although they taste LOVELY!]
hehe.
anyways..
i love being home-schooled =]
i am going on an all day hack tomorrow..
me and flach on teh beach =]
GETIN <3
hehe.
ugh i HATE tina >.<
shes a bitch.
"thanks for putting archie out this morning"
HELLO WE DIDNT!
well we did..
but only because shes a whore..
and archie is better for me than her..
HER VOICE! OH MY GAWLD!
its like..worse than someone scratching a blackboard!!
and her daugher..
ARGH!!
FUCKING SCOUSE TWATS!
anyway
she better leave flach alone >.<
i found a knife in flach, cammy and Bonnies field..
and i found a dead mouse xD
flach stood on its head [it was already dead though]
poor mouse =[
anywayss..
should be getting two more horses soon =]
yey.
OH AND STEPH :
get a life =]
ilu.
PEACE OUT!
**MOLLSTER_x
- Location:living room
- Mood:
mehh. - Music:none atm.
Yep.
PO'ed.
MY DAD IS A TWAT.
end of.
++Livvy & Steph are bishes.
Livvy:
should keep her nose out of other peoples buisness..
before someone punches it out for her.
Steph:
Should listen to people when they try to apologise.
and should believe in serious medical conditions.
END OF.
anyway
someone on the farm [coughTINAcough]
is being bitchy.
and making ALL the horses head shy..
and putting:
Crissy
Archie
Tom
Billy
Teabag
Red
in one small field.
THERES TOO MANY IN THAT FIELD!
need to put red in with flach.
cos red is partly mine now =]
thats the only happy thing thats happened to me..
for like..
ever.
mehh.
my life is crap ATM.
AND STEPH & LIVVY:
dont even bother commenting this..
it just shows how immature you are =]
AND i know i seem immature.
but really this is just me venting my anger..
somewhat =].
kay thanks..
**PEACE OUT!
MOLLSTER_x
- Location:font room.
- Mood:
yep. - Music:Wait and bleed - Slipknot
YES!
FINALLY! ITS SNOWING!! <3
its so beautiful..
i wish i was as pretty as snow.. < / 3
Anyway.
[enter name here] is being a twat.
all i do is try to be nice..
i've commented him twice..
still no reply..
i might as well just phone him >.<
GRR
if i was his mother i'd fxcking kill him.
mind you i might aswell.
i've gone totally off him [PHEW]
...
Valentines day soon..
i hope i get a card..
that would be nice =]
even if its just an e-card
or a piece of paper saying
"Dear Mollie,
I love you.
From
Your secret admirer."
how nice would that be please?.
meh i know it wont happen mind..
- Location:living room OBV
- Mood: yep.
- Music:High school never ends - Bowling For Soup
Mehh..
Being homeschooled is cool n all..
but after a while you run out of things to do...
meh.
Downloaded loads of music to help me.
Apparently its meant to snow again today & tomorrow.
lets hope for thick snow yeah?
mehhh..
Ugh starving..
nothing to eat x.x
OH but i have those Nesquick magic straws.
they're really nice..=].
new hair cut..new life x.x
This aint a scene, its a god damn arms race
sorry..
random moments.
anyway..
yeah i got my own credit card..
my dad gave me his electron card..
and i have £160 in my purse..
i feel quite rich xD
nah i have to buy a new laptop..
this one is dead.
Hopefully i'll be going to download <3
and fob <3
and mcr <3
and give it a name '07 <3
meh.
anyway..
whatever..
MOLLSTER_x
- Location:living room OBV
- Mood:
about how i feel. - Music:FOB - This aint a scene, its an arms race
Well...here we are again..
its February '07 and i am alone..
alot has changed since my birthday...
for one i lost friends..
that i held very close to my heart..
also my hair..is super short...and blonde..
i've met BFMV..
I am now home schooled..
and found out i might be going to download '07
and give it a name '07..
and i really NEED MCR & FOB tickets < / 3
Anyway..
I've lost weight..
I've lost my mind..
I've lost my life basically..
I have more pairs of vans..
but that doesnt make up for anything..
i dont go anywhere unless its the shops or the farm..with my dad.
People have cast me away..
and i aint suprised.
I am the back stabbing bitch they once thought was a sweet girl.
Only a few of my friends remain..
and i wont let them go..
MOLLSTER_x
- Location:living room
- Mood: emo
- Music:alot
zomg my nan got me NEW VANS and THE NEW MYCHEM ALBUM!!
ZOMG!!!
buzz!
and she got me a chocolate covered marshmellow kebab =DD
lawlleh.
cba writing anymore xD
ilya
xxxx
- Location:living room
- Mood: yeehaarr
- Music:The End - MCR
well..
its wednesday
and ima going to town with mel today =D
gonna have a blast like
yumm maccyD's chocolate sundee xD
steph was meant to sleep at mine last night
but i had to cancle =[
anyway
my hair is amazingly cool,
but i am dying it again tonight
gonna be blonde hopefully ^^
ugh i have to get the bus at 11:15am x.x
cos my dads pissed off to work
he left at what..
7:15am
x.x
and woke me up before he went so i cant get back to sleep now x.x
anyways
gonna go into peacocks today =]]
lawlleh
wew cant wait ^^
and then two weeks after my birthday i start xmas shopping =]]
ZOMG that reminds me..
ima going to see some black ballet shoes tomorrow =]]
cos my dad wants to get me them for my birthday
cos i have wanted them for what..
three years now?
maybe longer.
anyways
i better get going back onto myspace
wew goodnight nurse RULE!
ilya
xxxxxx
- Location:living room
- Mood:
[yawns] - Music:Goodnight Nurse - Death Goes To Disco
zomg..
what time is it..? mehh.
my hair is now ginger/red/blonde
its so cool =]]
ugh i feel sick..
i broke my camera..
;_;
mehh.
ILY steph =]]
i wish steph was online..
=[[
anyways
getting money tomorrow offa me nan ^^
hehe
my birthday in 18 days =]].
yeahyeah! =]]
uhm..
yeah went to the cinema yesterday with steph =]]
the film is GREAT
then, we descovered PEACOCKS!
what an amazing shop! =]]
lawlleh
ilya
xxxx
- Location:living room
- Mood:
rawrrish - Music:here in your arms - hellogoodbye
wewwwwwww!!
sorreh hyper again..
woaaah am hungree...=[[
uhm yesh.
so on sundee
me and Stephiccle
are going to teh sinema
[and YES i know cinema is spelt with a c! i just wanted three Esses is all!]
^^
and ima try to put some pink in my hair tonight =]]
Just got off yahoo innit
was talking to nate
apparently if i died he would lose his mind.
[well, according to nate himself and teh famous Braziccle, nate is head over heels in love with me but you know..i dun like him like that..=[ n i dunt wanna upset him..you understand?]
I MISS BRAZICCLE! zomg!
where the fuck is he?!
rawrr
when i go to sacramento i am SO hurting him =]]
lawlleh.
naah ilh really =]]
who wants to come to sacramento with me next year?
will be a BLAST =]]
we can go to hot topic =]]
lawlleh.
ZOMG am so hungree x.x
i have hardly been eating lately
and i have lost a bit of weight from that,
and the iodine [eww]
so yeah.
UGHH am going blind x.x
literally x.x
anyways
i suppose i better go
i have a da to wake up.
ilya!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
- Location:living room
- Mood: maaaad!
- Music:Miss Murder - AFI
